Oh I miss the kiss of treachery

배반의 입맞춤이 그립다 
The shameless kiss of vanity
염치없는 허영의 입맞춤이 
The soft and the black and the velvety
벨벳같이 검고 부드러운 감촉이
Up tight against the side of me
내 옆을 꽉 껴안고
And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed
입, 눈과 심장에서 나오는 핏물이 
And run in thickening streams of greed
끈적거리는 탐욕의 강이 되어 흐를 때
As bit by bit it starts the need
조금씩 마음이 굳어져
To just let go
그냥 다 놔버리고 싶다는 마음
My party piece
이런 게 내 장기지


Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
배반의 입맞춤이 그립다
The aching kiss before I feed
먹어치우기 직전 하는 아리는 입맞춤
The stench of a love for a younger meat
젊은 먹잇감을 사랑할 때 나는 악취  
And the sound that it makes
그리고 깊이 파고들 때 
When it cuts in deep
들리는 소리 
The holding up on bended knees
구부러진 무릎으로 버텨보고
The addiction of duplicities
앞뒤가 다르게 행동하는 것에 찌들어버리고
As bit by bit it starts the need
조금씩 마음이 굳어져
To just let go
그냥 다 놔버리고 싶다는 마음
My party piece
이런 게 내 장기지


But I never said I would stay to the end
하지만 난 단 한번도 끝까지 함께하겠다고 말한 적 없어
So I leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
그래서 아이들과, 내가 자주 찾아왔으면 하는 희망만 남기고 널 떠나
Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
비밀이 지켜지길 바라면서 날 부르고
Screaming me over and over and over
부르고, 부르고, 또 부르고
I leave you with photographs
너에게 남기는 것들은 사진 몇 장,
Pictures of trickery
거짓의 그림들, 
Stains on the carpet and
카펫에 묻은 얼룩과  
Stains on the memory
추억에 묻은 얼룩들
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
꿈에서 행복한 노래들을 중얼거리곤 했었지
When we both us knew
사실 우리 둘 다 알고 있었는데
How the ending would be...
어떤 결말이 될지...
 

So it's all come back round to breaking apart again
한 바퀴 돌아 조각나 깨져버릴 차례가 다시 왔어
Breaking apart like I'm made up of glass again
몸이 유리로 된 것처럼 산산조각나버리는거야
Making it up behind my back again
있지도 않은 소문이 내 등 뒤에서 퍼지고
Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
잠이 드는 게 무서워 숨을 참고
Holding it up behind my head again
내 뒷통수에
Cut in deep to the heart of the bone again
뼈 구석구석을 찔러대는 느낌
Round and round and round
돌고 돌고 돌아
And it's coming apart again
조각나 버리고 있어
Over and over and over
다시, 다시, 그리고 또 다시
 

Now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces
이제 내가 부서져버리고 있다는 사실도 잘 알았으니
I'll pull out my heart
심장을 꺼내서
And I'll feed it to anyone
아무에게나 바치겠어
Crying for sympathy
동정을 갈망하면서
Crocodiles cry for the love of the crowd
악어들은 관중의 사랑을 바라며 울지
And the three cheers from everyone
모두의 환호를 기대하면서 말이야
Dropping through sky
떨어지고 있어, 하늘을 뚫고 
Through the glass of the roof
유리로 된 천장을 뚫고
Through the roof of your mouth
네 입천장을 뚫고
Through the mouth of your eye
눈꼬리를 지나 
Through the eye of the needle
바늘 구멍까지
It's easier for me to get closer to heaven
천국에 가는 것보다 
Than ever feel whole again
이 공허함을 지우는 편이 어렵겠어 


I never said I would stay to the end
난 단 한번도 끝까지 함께하겠다고 말한 적 없어
I knew I would leave you with babies and everything
널 아이들과 이것저것만 남기고 떠나리라는 걸 미리 알고 있었지
Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
네가 진심이라는 구멍에서 날 부르짖으리라는 사실도 
Screaming me over and over and over
내 이름을 부르고 부르고 또 부르리라는 것도 말이야
I leave you with photographs
내가 너에게 남기는 것들은 사진 몇 장,
Pictures of trickery
거짓의 그림들, 
Stains on the carpet and
카펫에 묻은 얼룩과  
Stains on the memory
추억에 묻은 얼룩들
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
꿈에서 행복한 노래들을 중얼거리곤 했었지
When we both of us knew
사실 우리 둘 다 알고 있었는데
How the end always is
결말은 언제나 같다는 것을